he leaves a message
BY RAY SHAHEEN
says he loves me
and always has
says he’ll do anything
and always will
says he’ll protect me
in sickness and in health
but when i soften into warm, humid flesh—he hardens
when i ignite with rage that could burn the ocean—he extinguishes
when i dive into the sadness slumbering in his gut—he flees
when I tie back the drapery of my soul to inhale sunlight—he tangles
he asks that i return his call, honey
but prays for sweetness, not elaboration
he can’t wait to see his girl
but discards me as my own woman
and when i relinquish, he grips
when i depart, he chases
when i rise, he perishes
they all do